Could it be.. could it be… that You were just waiting for me to lose what was left of my ego so that all I have to offer is just me? I’ve never in my life wanted so much to surrender. I can’t keep the tears away from needing You. I can’t help my heart flooding open with the thought of being able to call You Daddy again. I don’t know where it’s going… but tonight in the wee hours… I have hope. Tomorrow – it’ll be three years since that night that I asked “How come they don’t have CowBois like you in Denver?”
Could it be that my prayers that I’d given up on so long ago just might get answered? If it’s God’s will… I’m willing to do whatever it takes!